ughh

So i woke up in the morning & i swear i heard the whole world say

BYEE MIRA!

god it was depressing -_-

anyways, i said bye to my siblings then my mom,

then i remembered this will be the last time im gna see her since shes not gna send me,

so i hugged her again, extra hard.

yeahh, i know im supposed to be used to it & all but,

i just havent gotten used to goodbyes yet,

&& i seriously felt like crying then but held it till i got into the shower.

no hiding, i did cry in the shower,

it felt kinda good, de-stressing

but i thought how weak i was to just cry like this,

so i cried harder.

basically, i spent my whole day watching the tv,

during breakfast which lasted for 2 hours,

i heard ibu cooked sausages but i thought dina & imran ate them without me,

but i saw she saved some for me so i kinda cried again, but only abit.

so now, im bored,

its 11 & im waiting till dina & imran come back from school so i can hang out with them,

while waiting, ill probably have a Youtube marathon since theres like no more ICTL.

infact, ill be in that place without the computer for one month,

& yes, it sucks.

how'd you expect me to communicate mann.

i know wats for lunch,

Mac & Cheese,

ibu cooked it. :)

come to think of it, i kinda regretted not spending much time with my daddy this OB,

but thats probably cause he has some big deadline or something.

sometimes, i just hate it when he has so much work & stuff.

but i know that he does all that to get money so i guess i dont mind much,

good thing hes gonna send me.

a good one hour talk with ayah in the car is just what i need.

i've gotta go, wipe my tears & watch youtube & stuff.

ohh did i mention, just watched Management.

its a really funny bittersweet movie.

Jeniffer anniston is in it.

& yes again, i do recommend it.

so yeah, till whenever;

mira.