ughh

So i woke up in the morning & i swear i heard the whole world say

BYEE MIRA!

god it was depressing -_-

anyways, i said bye to my siblings then my mom,

then i remembered this will be the last time im gna see her since shes not gna send me,

so i hugged her again, extra hard.

yeahh, i know im supposed to be used to it & all but,

i just havent gotten used to goodbyes yet,

&& i seriously felt like crying then but held it till i got into the shower.

no hiding, i did cry in the shower,

it felt kinda good, de-stressing

but i thought how weak i was to just cry like this,

so i cried harder.

basically, i spent my whole day watching the tv,

during breakfast which lasted for 2 hours,

i heard ibu cooked sausages but i thought dina & imran ate them without me,

but i saw she saved some for me so i kinda cried again, but only abit.

so now, im bored,

its 11 & im waiting till dina & imran come back from school so i can hang out with them,

while waiting, ill probably have a Youtube marathon since theres like no more ICTL.

infact, ill be in that place without the computer for one month,

& yes, it sucks.

how'd you expect me to communicate mann.

i know wats for lunch,

Mac & Cheese,

ibu cooked it. :)

come to think of it, i kinda regretted not spending much time with my daddy this OB,

but thats probably cause he has some big deadline or something.

sometimes, i just hate it when he has so much work & stuff.

but i know that he does all that to get money so i guess i dont mind much,

good thing hes gonna send me.

a good one hour talk with ayah in the car is just what i need.

i've gotta go, wipe my tears & watch youtube & stuff.

ohh did i mention, just watched Management.

its a really funny bittersweet movie.

Jeniffer anniston is in it.

& yes again, i do recommend it.

so yeah, till whenever;

mira.

last dream

MAN, im going back tomorrow.

so ive gotta make best of my sleep.

today, i woke up, lazed around till 8 & started jogging since, i still am, very concious bout my weight,

then i stopped at 9 & had breakfast with my family, cept for daddy.

he was at the airport after picking up my grandparents who just came home from a holiday in turkey.

THENN, i gardened,

they hill had reall cool stuff on it actually

i even found some guava's & ate them :)
nasi goreng for lunch, which i kinda cooked

(fine, it was my mom but i stirred & stuff)

ahaa, then we got ready for our BBQ dinner we were gna have tonight,

was gna suprise my grandma since her bday is next week,

but were celebrating it early cause im home ( see how much i matter)

so we got ready & i cooked!

i actually did! everyone said it taste good so :P to anyone who's underestimated me all along.

well, aunty shaz & uncle came along with sophie, sara & jeffrey.

sara gave me a mentos :)

after dinner i watched the ugly truth, i REALLY liked it,

definetely goes in my top 10

seriously, go watch it ike NOW.

anyways, daddy came back like before dinner but he had alot of work so he tapped tapped tapped his laptop after dinner & i still think he is tapping,

but i just talked to him, bout life & stuff.

You'll be suprised to know that he kind of a good therapist.

got to sleep & enjoy the aircond for just one more night

;murni

so many happenings, so little words.

IM HOMEE!

so everyone's got till monday to enjoy my presence

OMG! my end of year exams are over,

so things in school are so damn funn :)

anyways, they decided to let us go home since theres wiring & stuff,

& i think they probably figured out we'll be too happy to handle.

so heres what happened yesterday;

breakfast was optional cause all the tables were arranged for jamuan raya.

& the optional thinggy was a good thing cause exam finished the day before & everyone was trying to finish their food in their lockers.

thenn we went to assembly, then had a batch meeting , then lepaked in class.

then came debat BM,i wasnt really paying attention but i clapped when everyone else did so noone caught me reading under one of the tables :)

then we had 20 minutes to get ready for jamuan rayam so that meant

about 120 people rushing for the toilets, irons & running around borrowing stuff.

so we all got there at 1.50 cause someone passed that 1.50 was latecomers

BUT, we had to wait till 3.00 for the thinggy to start so yeahh, i was pretty impatient.

then when it started it was FUN :)

dining hall cooked extra nice food.

& i saw my kakak :)

mann, im gna miss her once she's gone :(

anyways, just went to SKBD, but there werent any teachers who i was REALLY close to.

met adam, mann hes sooooo cute.

hes this yr 5 or something dude.

& he look like some short wannabe rapper.

mannnnn,hes just the cutest thing.

i know im merepek-ing,

ive got soo much to tell but i just dunnoe how to put it in words mann.

like that one saturday nite when me, mire & nailah went up early since there was no prep.

thenn when i opened the dorm door i was like

"ohh, one of the fans is on"

so nailah started freaking out thinking it was a ghost. i got scared of her, not the fan,

so i screamed too :)

thenn, when nailah went to the washing room to get something, tiba-tiba the water cooler was on.

BY ITSELF.

like water coming out.

so she just walked back into the dorm looking scared.

AHAAA.

out of words.

ill post something again tonight after shopping.

;murni

Dark sploches & blanks.

Heyy.

lets just say today started a little sad. we found out one of En. Haizol's children passed away during the weekend. so let sedakahkan the cute kid Al-Fatihah.

Anywaysss, i feel reall PRODUCTIVE.

ahaa, cant scream out loud bout this but i wish i could.

& thanks fazerq, ieka & everyone else who layaned me :)

OH GODD, finals is like tomorrow tomorrow.

damnn, dahlah BM!! if i got an A, ill run straight to the surau to sujud syukur.

well, let me have a FlashBack;

mommy, daddy, dina & imran came yesterday.

from Ira's open house

Imran was sleeping & he was oh soo cute.

mann, i miss them. their not cmin this week though ;'(

but dont worry bout me, ive got exams to handle that weekend.

if only things were muchh easier & education never really mattered.

back to the flashback, they brought the nerf gun along,

soo we were shooting cars :)

it was tonss of funn.

definetely what i needed before test papers come shooting at me

Lyss, i amm amm ammmmm trying all my absolute best to go to family day.

so dont worry.

theres soo like a chance im coming ok.

i wanna go so bad.

this weekend was fun somehow.

there were alot of sales so lots of people are broke buying all those cute staplers & stuff.

thats all i gotta share.

whats left of me; mira

I (heart) english

:) teacher is soo nice to let us come here.

damnn i have to go. tak sempat to post anything
mann
i loveeeeeeeeee u guys

XOXO: mira

ps: dammit

Definetely not where i wish i could be

I'm in school, BOARDING school.

honestly, the hollywood people make it look so enjoyable -_-

anyways, mommy & daddy came on saturday :)

i called Pn. Yasmin & asked her bout family day.

i sooo want it to happen, but rumours say it isnt.

theres some problem which i dont know about.

i told you they needed my batch :P

anyways, yesterday i hung round with Fin & Aida.

there was a controversy which i cant tell since im sworn to secretcy

DAMNN, i wanna go home.

Everything at home sounds fun.

even if ibu says not much is going on.

home is just a matter of

7 weeks to go.

BODOH! ikaa,

with her very very sumbang voice is singing lovedrunk

she makes the song sound so badd

but its soo funny.

ahaa, my words are limiter, so is my time;

xoxo- mira

PS; momdaddina&imran i miss you

Cuzzies i still havent forgotten u guys

Rais im still in love with you